Woke up this morning in a crappy mood. I don’t know why- culmination of a number of things I guess. I had about 5 days of not micro managing things and not being on a grind. In short, the lifestyle change I planned lasted about 4.5 days.

I’m on the road again next week, but I’m really missing constantly traveling especially around this time of year where there are usually lots of tech events and talks. I really miss giving the talks to large groups of people, instead it is to small groups nowadays.

I often feel I’ve lived my life the wrong way around- but my need for constant stimulation and change really doesn’t do me any favours. I am probably my own worst enemy.