I was thinking of the title ‘Young and the restless’, but realised I’ve probably crossed the threshold now !

Woke up at 2:30 this morning, thinking “I think I’ll go into the city” – unbelievable. I really do need to just sit and rest, but on the other hand I feel as though doing that is a waste. I guess it’s similar to when you’re a kid and have to get up for school during the week, when your parents have to drag you out of bed. Then you get your revenge at the weekend by being really alert about 7AM and make them get up and do things !

My head says I need to stay at home, relax a little bit, catch up on reading the first pile of magazines/post (there are 2 other piles on my office floor):

My heart says I need to get out and do something, grab some food in the city, relax reading outside just watching the day pass away. Especially now the bar has been raised in coffee shops as of yesterday. Oh what do I do ? the good news is that I have a long time today to contemplate (thankfully things open late).